Chapter 284 - Perfection

WARNING: Tantrum blog post.
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I'm officially,totally fed up with the word "Study".

Honestly,by now,I shouldn't be studying.Instead,I should be just reading and browsing through the books. Which is what I'm doing,like duh. Study,study,study. Sheesh.

I'm sick of BM already.One minute you have to do this,next minute must do this but cannot exceed the amount of words required. What the crap la. The books also all can't make up their minds about "Lebih drpd 120 perkataan" or "kurang drpd 120 perkataan". Make up your minds la!Aish,get B get B la. BM's useless in further studies anyways. But MUST get A because parents says so. =_="

I don't like the way most Malaysians think also. Get 6A 1B,parents get disappointed with you for ONE B,where you have 6 A's to celebrate. Whaddacrap.

And you can't be PERFECT by doing exercises. You just improve,not PERFECT yourself. Nothing can be PERFECT in this world except every being that's created by God.

Gah.PMR can really bug you and rip out your patience level.

Please,ex-students,don't get me wrong,I'm enjoying school a whole lot.

Forgive me,I'm not stressed,I'm just really angry.

Chapter 283 - What used to be "MY LIFE!"

I don't think I know the difference between fun and competition anymore :/

Chapter 282 - My not so normal days at school.

My Friday's Schedule.

Before school..
6.20- 6.50am - Press any button that has the ability to shut off my phone alarm.
6.51 am - Look at the clock and go back to sleep.
6.54am - Contemplate whether to message mom and tell her I'm lazy to go to school.
6.55am - Drag myself outta bed while I groan.
6.57am - Brush my teeth so that people won't faint when I talk to them.
7.00am - Dump whatever school book I can find into my bag and get dressed in my "flattering" pinafore.
7.10am - Think long and hard whether to call mom to send me to the bridge.
7.15am - Leave house,by however means,whether by four wheels,or just two legs.
7.25am - Halfway to school realizing that the school bell is gonna ring in 5 minutes. Run for life countless whether my maid was in sight behind me.
7.29am - Manages to get into school,dripping in sweat mind you.

At school..

First 2 periods - Greet friends and readily wait to hear the usual cheery "Sup Liesl!!!"from Jian. Discuss with friends what to do for PJ. It usually is,FRISBEE..and/or badminton!
Following 2 periods - Return to class dripping in sweat,again..Fight for the fan in class with classmates. Anxiously yet reluctantly waiting for Pn. Sumalidza's decision whether to give us artwork or not today.

Recess!- Steal peanuts from whoever is eating Nasi Lemak before Shaun does XP. Lob peanuts in my mouth and try to "lob"(In other words,throw la:P) some to Shaun but fail due to my excessive laughter with causes me to lose focus. In english,I can't throw peanuts at other people for nuts. Haha!

Following two periods - Praying hard that Pn.Loh doesn't come in. Evetually,she does with a greeting of a gazillion silent "Unghhh..."-s. Wait for English to finish.

Last 2 periods - Laugh our butts off with Pn.. Pn..whats her name again..I forgot. Anyways,my Sivik teacher in other words:D Rocking teacher that called Nick "Baby" once. Hahaha! Gasp really loudly to Sue Mun and scream,"ITS THE WEEKEND!"

Last bell - Groan all the way to gate because of piano class right after lunch. Pray hard teacher doesn't come.

All this happens on a regular Friday basis:)

Ink Writing Finale:
Kepohs can't live in/with suspense.

The people who usually make my school day:D

Li Jian @ Jian. I remember him to be the guy who used to be crazy over Frisbee! Now,Parkour has taken over his mind,but still into Frisbee. The Sky Runners leader and hardcore Frisbee teammate!A friend who thinks of the funniest,yet weirdest scenarios. Me,along side him,sometimes. Drummer for Lego City!
Chew Sue Mun @Smun. My friend since the day I found out Sue Teng had a twin. Hahaha! Awesome fore-hander. Mind you,she's a leftie:) Hard at work as she always is,and my partner in crime! *Recalls the KH-"borrowing-wood incident*. My "High" buddy. One of my closest animal friends:) We do practically everything in school together,except the toilets and scouts:) Oh oh,she's a drummer:):):)
Chew Sue Teng @Steng. Close friend since form 1:) Fellow frisbee-er. Awesome photographer AND song composer. Loves lambs and Joe and Joe the lamb to the max!Most candid among the animals:) D&M conversations are normally held between us:) She's awesome at Sejarah. So unfair. Guitarist!:D
Shaun Chien @ Shaun. The lead guitarist of Milkshake,and the proud owner of Hulk. Close friend since a few months ago. The "Joey Tribianni" wannabe!Loves green,as you can see. Is very picky with girls..Nyehahaha! The joker of the gang and a fantastic imitation of Russell Peters! "Noooooooo"*sways finger from left to right*
Shauna @ Shna. The piggy of the group. She doesnt eat a lot,she's just called that since we're all farm animals:D Friend through Steng since last year. Pretty and knows a lot of hot guys! Squash player,or ex-squash player (temporary?) Loves to compose and sing! Has a lot of brothers and sisters in school,if you get what I mean:) Fellow guitarist!

Jay Han @ Jhan. Hahaha,sorry Jay Han,I just HAD to put this up la. He's my "9-months-old" friend as he calls me. Which means, he's been my friend for 9 months adi since knew him better in January. Hahaha! Pro footballer.Gold medalist athlete! Lovessss to sing:D One of the live wires of the group as well:) A guy who would run don't know how many kilometers just to see his girlfriend. Crazy yet thoughtful!

You guys rock la!

Chapter - Katreen.

Props to the photographer*coughmecough*

Everyone,meet my hot sister.

"Katreen" Tan Pei Yann!

Do I really have to give an essay with loads of sentiment? Bah,I guess I do.

You've been a great friend and sister all at the same time chi. although we may argue a lot of the littlest of matters,even in public or in front of a gazillion people,the next day it'll feel as if it never happened. We usually don't remember the arguments we have wan la. Thanks for everything,especially the dunno how many time you belanja me during the weekends [and weekdays too] and buying me stuff that I say I would pay you for,but we both eventually forget it as well.

In different aspects,I may look up to ko a lot,but I also look up to you as well. Such as your passion for God really inspires me and I'm awfully jealous of how you can hold conversations with ANYONE. Old people,young at heart people,kids,teenagers. You're so weird Chi. Okla,to proof of how jealous I used to be and still am actually,claiming everything you owned was "MINE!". You're so cool. Wish I could be like you.

Btw,my school friends think you're hot. =_=

Oh well,God bless Chi! and and.. I like your stuff! MINE!

OH YEAH. Happy belated birthday :D

P.S:- Sharing is caring grins*

P.P.S:- How come you got the hot genes!?!?

Chapter 280 - Shopping with a shopaholic

Mission: Find hoodie and Converse-like shoes.

Who: Shopaholic and monkey.
Time limit: 2 hours,and counting.

Noo,she doesn't shop a lot.But when she gets her chance,we'll be there for almost the whole day if you don't stop her.

For instance the 1 Utama trip,Shanice and I recall 2 girls (including my sister) gallivanting while shopping on only one level for 10 hours till the shops were closing. Now,THAT was killer.

On the Saturday of 13th of September,specifically 6 days after my birthday,my sis and I decided to go buy my present :P So we ventured through the shops looking for a hoodie. My goodness,my sister looked into so many clothes shop that I practically had to drag her out.

Aha,but before we start the mission,we needed to fuel up with 1901's. Once we were done,we started brisk walking to Topman/Topshop to get the hoodie. After spending a few minutes trying to figure out which color looks nice on me, we settled with the usual slimming color of black.

First mission,CHECK![V]

Up next, Converse-like shoes.

Walking in and out of every shoe store with shoes like that can be tiring and frustrating for both us and the sales people. Saying " Oh,no,just looking around first.." to almost every shop we went to,INCLUDING THE CONVERSE SHOP, I finally found my bee-eee-a-oo-ti-ful Converses. They weren't cheap [Like DOH] but they are satisfying enough for me.

Note:I wrote Converse-S.

[3.57pm.]

Worship was half way through we we reached. Explains why I was wearing jeans to Youth.

Thank you everyone!My black Darth Vader look a like coat hoodie.

My beautiful babies. So beautiful.
Babies.
Birthday presents pictures! See,the Corbie and the Mamma Mia?and and,the Sparks books and the gazillion Nick Jonas posters,and and the Universal paint,and and the picks,and and dog tag,and the Sea Monkey Aquarium,and and..Magggiiii Miniiii...
Zoom in!
He he he he. Me like.

Chapter 279 - I touched the Fender.

Yes,I am pretty much still awed by the awesomeness of the Fender.

It was a normal Friday night. Kee Yie, a church member who came back from Germany for the summer,is staying at my place. So after the usual family dinner, we came home.

Somehow my bro remembered the violin that he recently stopped playing for a bit,don't know why.

So he came up to me all high and said..

"Eh sl',come we go jam. You play guitar."

I laughed,a typical reaction of mine to not-so-possible statements like that.

[But a few minutes he called me again..]

"OI! You jamming to jam or not?"

"Err,ok..coming.."

So,I played the guitar [Yeah,yeah I know I know..Bajet gila] My bro played the violin and Kee Yie played the bass. After a bit,Kee Yie went to apply some cream on his arm.It was itchy. So then,my bro was solo-ing on Reggie,his baby while I stared at Reggie with my jaws hanging.

Then I asked my bro if he remembered the jazz version of My Redeemer Lives. He nodded and played it on the bass,but the original he played was on the guitar. After a while,he handed me Reggie,I thought OK,be careful with his baby and just watch him play the guitar. Then,he said..

"Okay, Sl'.It's quite simple. This is E,A,B,C....."

Yeah,you could have pictured my face.

Chapter 278 - I tagged myself 2

This is for fun. To see how much I've changed since last year.

1. Time of starting this: 0019hours
2. Were you named after anyone? Liesl from The Sound of Music
3. Do you wish on stars? I used to.
4. When did you last cry? Reading a Walk to Remember
5. Do you like your handwriting? Yeap.
6. What is your favourite meat? Crab.
7.?What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? But,I like all..
8. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?Yeah.
9. Are you a daredevil? Depends.
10. Have u ever told a secret you swore not to tell?Hi,I'm Liesl.
11. How do you release anger? Ranting.
12. Where is your second home? SJGC or SMK SEAFIELD.
13. Do you trust others easily? Kinda.
14. What was your favourite toy as a child? My lego set.
15. What class in school do you think is totally useless??Pendidikan Sivik
16. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Quite a bit.
17. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?? Nope.
18.What do you look for in a guy/girl? Guys, humor. Girls, Whee~~! level.
19. Would you bungee jump? I wouldn't even sit on a roller coaster.
20. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? For what??
21. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? Jamoca Almond Fudge.Mmm..
22. What are your favourite colours? Brown,blue.
23. What is your least favourite thing??Insects.
24. How many ppl do u have a crush on right now? Enough XD
25. What do you miss most right now? Jane.
26. What colour underwear are you wearing? Stupid question.
27. What are you listening to right now? He wasn't - Avril Lavigne
29. What is the weather like right now? Colorful. Nah,black.
30. Last person you talked to on the phone?Kat.
31. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hot bod or not.
32. Do you like the person who sent you this? Course I like myself. In fact,I love myself :D
33. How are you today? Alive.
34. Favourite drink? Barley
35. Favourite alcoholic drink? Im notlegal.
36. Natural hair colour?Black.
37. Eye colour? Brown:):):):)
38. Wear contacts? Did,for a month.
39. Siblings? 2
40. Favourite month? So far,September:)
41. Favourite food? Magic Mee.
42. Last movie you watched? Batman?
43. Favourite day of the year? 7 September
44. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out?Girls? Never shy. Guys? Nahhhh..
45. Scary movies or happy endings?Happy ending!
46. Summer or winter?Summer
47. Hugs or kisses? Hershey's kisses are the bomb.
48. Do you want your friends to write back? Maybe I'll write this again next year.
49. Who is most likely to respond?Liesl Tan.
50. Who is least likely to respond? The readers??
51. What book/magazine are you reading? The Notebook-Nicholas Sparks.
52. What's on your mouse pad? Err,you mean the invisible mouse pad?
53. What did you watch on TV last night? Amazing Race!
54. Favourite Smell? The smell of foood.
55. Do you regret ever breaking up with someone? I never had one.
56. Favourite actor/actress? Corbin Bleu!!!
57. Time of finishing?0037 hours

Chapter 277 - Random of all randoms

No classes.

No guitar nerd hero.

A bunch of nonsensical hormonal teenagers.

Snob sitting right opposite our class's back door.

2 sachets of unwanted bajet artificial chocolate-like Smarties.

Bits of balled-up Halls sweet wrappers.

Fun starts with a toss.

What else could we do?

First two periods.
2 handphones,shocking messages, and laughing farm animals.

Following two periods.

" Everywhere-Michelle Branch"
"It's my life - Bon Jovi??"
" I have a dream - Abba"
" Wordplay - Jason Mraz"
" All the small things - Blink 182"
" Never had a dream come true - S Club 7"
" I'm like a lawyer... - Fall Out Boys"
" Dance-dance - Fall Out Boys"

A few more but I kinda forgot.

Recess.
The bell didn't ring so we had 10 minutes to eat but no one cared whether we went back to class after the recess bell rang again.

Following two periods.
Artificial bajet chocolate Smarties.

Following last two periods.
Random statements and a lot of laughter.

["Have you ever tried waterproof teabags or installing seat ejectors in helicopters?"]

Dudes,I'm telling you,it was so the drugs (Halls sweets) that got us high.

Chapter 279 - A book to Remember

Know,I'm not the type of person who would normally cry at really sad movies or movies with happy endings. Neither am I the type to cry when I see people crying at a farewell,unless it's someone I'm super close to,for instance like Janey.

But this time,a certain book seriously took the cake.

A Walk to Remember really really really killed me. Although I only cried for a short period of time,I was somewhat sobbing. And I cried a couple of times through the book.

Nicholas Sparks, I don't know how you come up with touching things that make girls like me sob.

And to think P.S.I LOVE YOU was sad enough.

Read if you wish.

"I love you Jamie,you're the best thing that ever happened to me.."
"Please don't say that,please......."
"But I do."
"I'm so sorry Landon..", crying even more.
"Why are you sorry?"

It took her a while to stop crying and in time she looked up at me. She kissed me gently,almost like the breath of a passer-by on the street,then ran her finger over my cheek.

"You can't be in love with me,Landon. We can be friends,we cans till see each other..but you can't love me.."
"Why not?", I shouted hoarsely,not understanding any of it.
"Because...I'm very sick Landon.."
"So what? You'll only take few da--..."

A sad smile crossed her face. Her eyes never left mine as she finally said the words that numbed my soul.

"I'm dying,Landon."

Chapter 278 - I am 14 going on 15

*** Rudi Wuz Ere Yeahhhhh ***

Yeah,you can pretty much guess with that kind of title. Anyhoo..

Today's been really awesome. Probably one of the most simple yet special birthdays I've ever had. No parties whatsoeva but just plain company. That's one of the best gifts you can receive from your loved ones. And a special gift from God today was the hot yet pleasing sunshine today which I prayed for since the entire week was so joy-killing and sober.

I've received Nicholas Sparks books, a Mamma Mia CD,guitar picks,a free GSC ticket and letters and notes that I truly cherish. Not forgetting the simple yet meaningful sms-es I received and the ones whom aren't around for the weekend,or until forever...

Oh,I got sea monkeys too!Hahahaha!-Inside joke- From the Aneh and the Big Sis down under!

[Ooo,scandalous]

I would like to say thanks to every single human who msged me,wished me,gave me prezzies,sang Happy Birthday 3 times to me loudly in public[:P],those who scadalously took me to HSM on ice, those who hugged me and those who even came for Captainball! All this simple[yet complicated] things may look like your average normal birthday thing,but deep down,it's really worth a lot to me:) Sorry if I didn't reply your messages because well,it costs a lot and my bill every month isn't exactly very cheap..heh heh..Sorry!

I really enjoyed my birthday this year. I was a splendid idea to keep it simple! And who gave such an idea? Yours truly of course!XP

Sorry that there's no pictures,but they're coming soon only in Kepohgirl cinemas!!!!No popcorn available I'm afraid *grins

I'm so blessed to have you guys/girls! Ah,you get my point:)

Ink Writing Finale:
"Once again,Holly reread the lines of the letter,carefully looking at the contents of the letter one by one.."

P.S:- Chi,Ko,Ma,Pa..Where's my present? ;p

Chapter 277 - One place to be

The Ramadan Bazaar is the one special place where you not only go for the food but to witness the friendly side of people.

I love September:)

Ink Writing Finale:
Tears streamed down her face as Frankie read the lines of sacrifice of a far away husband to his beloved wife,Holly.

" Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Take you where your heart brings you.
P.S I will always love you."

Chapter 276 - You're a girl for goodness sake!

Jian tempted me to vault over the table with no space to run behind. Which means,I had to use my biceps,which I don't have. and mind you,it was my LEFT arm,the weaker one. By the way,i had nothing better to do because Sue Mun didn't come to school and I hanged with the dudes.

So I did,and failed.

Instead of vaulting over,I landed on my butt on the table.

And I let out a guffaw of laughter.

No one noticed.

The moment I got off,Shaun exclaimed,

["OH MY GOSH,LIESL,YOU'RE A GIRL FOR GOODNESS SAKE!"]

And I forgot what I was wearing.

Psst,no one noticed.

Chapter 276 - P.S:- I Love You

P.S I Love You,is the bomb.

Yeah yeah,I say EVERYTHING'S the bomb now,but honestly,this is one of the best books I've ever read.

[It's better than All American Girl 2,that's for sure!]

You people should watch the movie as well,it's as good as the book. Now,even though it may seem soppy and even though it isn't exactly the same plot as the written version of it,it's definitely,I must say a Must Watch Movie of the Year.

The plot is simply amazing and you wouldn't even have thought of it,EVER!

Thus,I dedicate this letter to my sister.

Dear Chi,

It's that time of year again. The time when your boy is going back,specifically tomorrow. He may be going but yeah, look at the bright side! This is probably the last time you'll have to say goodbye to him to the faraway land. But then again,with technology,no where is too far la. Anyways, don't emo too much although I know you will because it's unstoppable. You'd probably need a few days to recuperate with life without him again.but it's only gonna be for a few months more! And you can tahan that,especially with work occupying your brain and time half the time. Why I'm writing this? Because mainly I feel so sad for Holly in P.S.I LOVE YOU and she lost her husband. I hope you don't go locking yourself inside your room because the best therapy is hanging out with your peers and family,according to P.S.I LOVE YOU. Either that,or it's English tea. Nah,green tea nicer:) I expect you to be emo but not too much okay? Because if you don't emo even a little,I'll feel embarrassed putting this on my blog.=_=. Yeah,hang in there!

As I always would say "Janganlah emo..Hari ni hari bahagia kan?"

P.S:-He loves you and so do I:)

Lap,
Shorty.

Chapter 275 - Random snips.

Randoms snips of my journal.

"I hate puberty."

"Because it hurt so badly.."

"I nearly struck myself dead because of the anger I was holding back."

"How come you're not in it?"

"For once,I felt the guilt that I let my whole family down,especially,the one I highly look up to,my brother."

"Nothing seems to be working out for me. And it sucks. But Im still trying."

"..yeah but.. there's nothing much Ive done except moral support."

"I've always wanted to be like her as I looked upon highly at her."

"Holding back tears everytime I think about these stuff is really hard."

"One can only hold back so much inside her."

"As much as I used to fight with him, I always looked highly upon him."

"It seems to be going down the rain slowly day by day and it's really killing me."

Not a snip of my journal:

"Consider this post,EMO."

Chapter 274 - Futsal is my life!

Playing futsal two weeks in a row was obviously very fulfilling, especially on a weekends right before the Monday Blues hit us.

[JIAN JIAN JIAN JIAN JIAN!READ THIS PART!!!]

AFTER FUTSAL,we chilled around the futsal courts la,specifically at the staircase like benches. And you obviously realized what I did. PARKOUR! I practiced the kong vault and I managed too! It seemed quite high for me,like right below my boob area. Surprisingly I could do it after many attempts. So proud of myself:) I hate it when people think and laugh as if its so easy. Dumb.

P.S I LOVE YOU,the novel is extremely addictive. As addictive as Harry Potter. Awesome.

STOP LAUGHING ARJUND!

Thats about it.

Oh,one more thing..

RAMADAN BAZAAR IS HERE!!!!

Babi-s unite![Except for the one down under]