Sunday, July 29, 2007

Many sorrys..

Hey all, sorry if i was a total grump this weekend..Terutamanya kepada kakak saya yang sudi menerima kritikan dan lepasan geram dan kemrahan saya..Erm, i've been through alot of things this week..Suddenly, everything i forgot in the past just hit me backthis week..And it's really annoying..Sorry for being a total drama queen, complaining a lot bout my school life and others as well,Berlagak sikit,Get angry really fast,and just plain moody la...and also through sms-es, i'm a total grump(School friends also)..And being kiasu..Gosh, more things come to mind as i write more..Haha

I wana thank everyone who has patiently put up with me till the very limit..And also for the advice..Although i become overly offensive and defensive at the same time..Thinking about what happened this week, i was a total jerk..I'm still sorry..Not only to you guys but to God as well..I feel so guilty of my doings lately..It's like burdening upon me slowly as the days increase..I rmb-ed Doug saying"All accomplishments comes from teamwork" which i haven't been doing a lot lately in school..And sorry if i tend to NOT talk to certain people,eventhough you have done nothing wrong..It's just me la..Sorry...

As 1 Corinthians 13:4-8a says: Love is patient,kind,doesn't envy,, doesn't boast,not proud,not rude, does not keep track of wrongs,doesn't delight in evil,always protects,hopes,preseveres and TRUSTS..And love never ever in a million years will fail...

Let's see, which of these i have been living with this week...hmmm...I wasn't patient,i envied people, i boasted, i was very rude, i tend to keep track of wrongs, i sometimes delight in evil esp. in school, i didn't protect my friend from getting hurt, i dunno wat preseveres mean, i lost hope in certain situations, i didn't trust my school friends...I'm such a hypocryte..And i haven't been much of a very example-ing Christian in schoool too....

This verse keeps me going for who i am till today..It's like my Law of living as my love grows weaker day by day..For those i love and those i don't..It's been really tough but i musn't loose hope, not again...

"Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles"Isaiah 40:31

Thus, i place my hope, my trust and my life in YOU, Lord..Amen

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Trust

NOwadays, i get so worked up when people don't TRUST me because of my terrible habit of telling everyone's secret..BUt i'm more mature when it comes to matters like these..I didn't have the brains to think properly, so i told everyone..but now i think i'm mature enough to actually KEEP asecret that should not be told!!!!GOSH, why can't you guys just trust me for once...It's like they tell me something like rach and guan engagement for instance,poeple came to me with pointing fingers"LIesl, you cannot tell anyone understand?this one cannot tell anyone.."I obviously have the stupid right mind to actually not tell ayone b4 they told me not to tell anyone..SHEEESH!!!I hate it so much ok!If you don't trust me, don't tell me then!Gosh la!

Sorry, very moody now..This issue's been hanging around my head for quite some time adi...ookay..see you all tomoro!bye!!fadiladiladila....

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Potter,New Story,Old memories..

I want the 7th Harry Potter book...

I just remembered of all the things all us TRU-ers did when we were kids..Shanice reminded me of those fond memories..

The first thing i remembered was coming to s.school when church wasn't renovated yet...I remembered that us young kids were to go upstairs and sing songs from pieces of manila kad..ahahaha...and i never knew my good friend ni school, Shauna actually attented them when we wer kids..OMg, so cool man!

And i also remembered the bad times when..ahem..the girls excluded me and whenever i wanted to enter the girls room(room next to the playgroup storeroom), they slam the door in fornt of my face..ONce i actually got so angry i cried on the floor next to the door and Reeshmaa approached me...I STILL remembered...My best friends during that period were so...uneexpected..They were Judson and Ju-Ean..Hard to believe ain't it..When i hardly even speak to Ju Ean..Judson maybe more than average la...haha..

But eventually as we ALL grew older, we merged together(somehow)and i remembered that JuEan wouldn't let me play with the girls because guys weren't allowed in the room, so he always tugged and pulled me from the room...

I ALSO remembered when Arjund and Jeremy.P(and armada) used to be enemies with us girls..BUt look at it this way now..Queenie even joins the guys to lpay nintendo and us tru-ers practically are like family...cool..Think of it as that way..BOth generations became one..and hopefully the next generation too(Baby david, nicole,jordan,sheree,julyn,rachel,gillian)

Well , thus ends my post for the day...It makes me wonder, how God can do such great things although we always expect the unexpected..HAha, it's all you,God!

OH yea, i'm writing a NEW story.UNlike my corny old one with the girl with a guy's name, rmb?and everyone taught it was boring..watch out for my next one..It's not even a chic lit, horror, or freak book..Just wait and see to see how crazy and wacko my mind is..Literaly, right Shanice?Shanice got the "preview" of my story adi..and her feedback"WAH, your mind is so crazy you know..But it sounds so interesting and crazy at the same time!So yea, the main character is based on that girl(Max Cresten)but in a different point of view and backgruond stories..So watch out!A Wink's Travel is on it's way to printing...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

What could be better?

As EVERYONE knows, SJGC took home the CUP for under-15 captainball. First in history. The furthest our team(under-15) has ever made it, is into the semi finals.Can you believe it??Adding to the Gold place for Frisbee (no trophy, just medals:( And runner up for under 23 captainball last year. After all those torturous training, it finally paid off.Gasing SO deserved the fair play award. They were such nice people on the field!NO roughness, swearing or wadsoeva.You guys deserved it and took it home!Congrats to you guys too!OUr first match was tied with PJGH and our last match was also with them(Haha!)But it wasn't a draw this time.Thanks to Sher Mun, Jane,Arjund,Iiern,Sara,Keegan,Kai Yee,Sayaka(bulldozer!!!!),Ei Jean and Cherlyn, we brought home the gold medals along with satisfaction and aching buttocks.Haha!!But we had so much fun.I could still feel the butterfly-ness in me when i slept.I felt as if i was STILL on the field playing defender.Though i felt kinda bad when i whacked this girl in the face by accident.Was so glad she was ok. I would have to say Bandar Sunway were out toughest team.We beat them twice.Thru the second game with them was more challenging.'Bak Kut Teh' was totally unfair as he tripped anyone he liked.They became more vigorous and rough but all was good. Though they merajuk-ed a whole lot, i hope there were no hard feelings involved.We couldn't have done it without our coaches and team manager, Des, Choo and Lok! But i'm still teling you, it was the POMS, BANNER AND THE CHEERLEADERS THAT MADE IT ALL HAPPEN!!THANKS GUYS!YOU ROCK!I could hear Simon screaming at the top of his lungs at the other end of the field. Haha. Christina screaming at the highest pitch she can go. After our semi match with Sunway to the finals, I was so screaming with a major headache but who cares?Whatever turns out, win or lose, we got a medal and we're taking that home.I even met new friends (Tony,Weng Kong, Justin, Kai yee,Sayaka,Cherlyn,Sara) and also of course old friends(David Ho, Tim,Eugene,Richard,Ann Choo,Ashley,Amelia).Was so happy.After COPA IBA, I cramped while bathing.Slept my butt off till my parents dragged me out of the house for .Was so mooody though my parents tried to cheer me up by eating Seafood Tofu and Hokkien Mee, i was such a grump.Sorry mom and dad!Was so tired..Today, i cherished the moment i held the trophy before putting it on the shelf where HOPEFULLY the trophy won't drop and break unlike LAST time where the fair play award trophy broke.*coughcough*Haha..

Today, my butt and legs are aching like mad but who cares?It was ALL worth it.Before i went to sleep the night before, i prayed and thanked God for his grace.Arjund waited with nail biting suspense and kept saying "PLease God, PLease God"haha, and God gave us that power to run the race!!!I knew that God would be with us.ONce, i dreamt that somehow Agape would be in the finals for same match and it came true!They were in the finals with Shah Alam under 23 (Thank goodness)I still remembered an indian girl whom whacked or elbowed anyone that was defending her.But unfortunately we didn't play with her.Haha!!

After church, a whole bunch f us went to watch Harry Potter.We got the FRONT seats but it was worth RM10 although it wasn't FANTASTIC.Just more than average. Cho-Chang wasn't bad and Luna Lovegood.But i STILL ahve to disagree with the fact that Emma Watson passed of as a HOT guy.MAnly looks if you shaved off all that hair but so NOT HOT from a girl's perspective of course.Seeing Iishan going gaga over her at every scene was priceless and the numerous times Rudi had to go toilet thruout the movie were hilarious.The seatings wer3e okay la.Well, Maybe for Tina and Gabe AND jane were bad, They lied on the floor and got backaches after the movie.Tina and Gabe were like fighting for the pillow in the car on the way back.Gab kept complaining saying he had to support a family and he needed a good back so he NEEDED the pillow.Obviously, Tina didn't give up and said that one day she would be pregnant and will have to keep the belly weight proper with a good back,So she needed the pillow.Eventually, Gabe won coz he grabbed the pillow first.LOL!I would have to say that Percy Weasly and Draco Malfoy were hot.Danielle Radcliffe is just plain ugly la. Ron Weasly is better and Emma Watson was OKAY la..Luna Lovegood was hot but let's not make signals here..Haha!!!!I wanna eat!!I fasted lunch by eating a mexican bun because of the movie.Thanks Tina for the bun!You're a life saver i tell you!Well, now i'm at the comp blogging and listening to the same tune the guys were jamming earlier at church.It was Canon Rock.A modern and more adrenalin-ning version by Jerry C(whoever he is)haha, But the guys were good i have to admit. Ah, Life is good when you have church and church friends!Well, something defenitly made my weekend one of the best!OKay, now i shall go rub my butt that crams every hour.

Congrats to the Copa Iba team.Next year will be our last, Jane!!!T.T,We're old!!!!haha, enjoy the weekend people and hopefully there won't be accidents as Kelvin would put it.Haha!Chaoz!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

cough*ow*cough*ow*

Hello, i bet you guys are wondering what is LIesl doing online when she should be in school at this time.Well, the answer is simple. I'm SICK not IN bed but OUT of bed.Yesterday i spent the whole on a cough sponging myself every 5 minutes.The night before that(Wed)I had a slight fever was coughing and had a runny nose.(harhar)IT was getting better towards Wed night. Unfortunately the next day(Thurs) I woke up in agony and was groaning at 7.45am.I stayed in bed for 2 hours till i couldn't take i anymore.Can you believe that i could hardly stand.I feel like a cripple or something.So i used my handphone and called my mom. She brought me t the clinic and i apparently had a viral infection.I nearly fell before even getting into the car again.My knees gave way so yea.I was actually laughing at tat..The heat well i guess went to my brain..LOL!If i wasn't mistaken when i terslept because of the medications, in 5 minutes i started hallucinating.I think my eyes were even open and i heard my bro asking em a question and i answered the question.I think he asked me "Sl', when did your fever start?"And i answered "yesterday"..Freaky..The fever was 102 F.Since iwas so weak, i had to sleep in my parents room in case anything happens to me like a heat storke or something.NOw, i'm feeling much better than yesterday.Unfortunately, i still have fever. I'm not even allowed to play captainball tomoro.As in training as my body is assimilating itself back to normal again..My throat still hurts and my cough is as dry as ever.My cold disappear adi.but fever still is occupying space in my body.

Right now, i'm listening to this song from 'Music & Lyrics' by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore.Find the song and listen to it.it so rocks!!!!

Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

How long isit going too take for me to update myself???

Its been long since the last update! How long will my blog take to update itself???